A Double Edged Sword | 把我的悲伤留给自己

Got so tired in two days; unbelievably tired. I was at home most of the time, sitting right in front of the computer only. Of course, my handphone was next to me all the time. Life throws situations at you when you least expect it.

I used to think that experience is everything. 8 years of the same old thing. Just to realize that you will make a blunder when you least expected it. Experience is something that will help a person but at the same time it will lead to the downfall of the same guy. I learnt it the hard way.

被害妄想症，是多么恐怖的异症。请不用担心，因为不是我换上此疾病。突然回想起当年所经历过的事，对近日所产生的感触一点都不足为奇。那么到底该以什么态度去面对整件事呢？

Age really makes a different. Or rather, the more you have experienced, the wiser you will grow to be. In the past, once I start panicking, I seriously cannot think straight. For once, I was able to see back and look at the whole picture, to make decision for what I have always believed in. I was surprised by the marked difference.

能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
我想是因为我不够温柔
不能分担你的忧愁
如果这样说不出口
就把遗憾放在心中

把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
我想我可以忍住悲伤可不可以你也会想起我

是不是可以牵你的手啊
从来没有这样要求
怕你难过转身就走
那就这样吧我会了解的

把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
我想我可以忍住悲伤假装生命中没有你
从此以后我在这里日夜等待你的消息

能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
无论你再天涯海角
时不时的偶尔会想起我
可不可以你也会想起我
可不可以